I love you, FRIEND

To my dearest friend.....

Oh honey, I'm not mad nor am I angry at you. I'm just sad that you had to go behind my back and say all those things. i would rather have you tell me straight to my face than having you talk behind my back. I'm not a little kid you know. I can handle it. That way, I'll know what I have done wrong. Well,  just like you said people do stupid things when they are mad and as much as i regret it, i did a stupid thing too for getting mad at you. You know what, I love you. I really do. I wish we could just go to the way we were before. Can we still be friends. like old times ? please say yess. :)

someone like you

Just sitting here thinking how great it is to be loved and to love. i wish i could someday have someone like you. someone who often makes my heart do cartwheels. saying the most sweetest things one could, just to make me smile. sings to me every night like some kind of child who needs her lullaby. do all the stupid things just to make me laugh. giving me all sorts of dumb nicknames just to get back at me for messing with you. listens to my crappy babbling every single day. tries hard to comfort and cheer me when i'm sad or mad. saying i love you every minute and every second of the day. saying i miss you in the most sweetest tone just to make me blush like crazy. makes me think of that cute face of yours almost every minute of the day. and altho it has been almost 2 years since you last said that you love me, i still miss you like hell. honestly, there are times i think of how much i hate you for making me love you so much that it's hard to let you go. but i still love you like crazy and miss you every day eventho you're not mine any more. i just hope someday i'll find someone like you that i can call mine. 

saved again

results are out. and i've seen them. suprisingly i did quite well. the result was actually not pretty bad and i'm happy with it cause it exceeds my expectations. i really thought i'm screwed this semester. but alhamdulillah i'm saved. altho i don't think my mom would feel the same. but i think as long as i'm able to get the selendang, my parents would be very proud. so i'm gonna strive for that. pray for me ? ('-') to be honest i don't really care if it's not that good but i don't want to disappoint my parents. so i'm quite worried they won't be happy with it. but ayah, mama, i promise i'll make up to it. i promiseeeeee :) so please let it slide this one time ? v^.^